:'(

Uhrm.. I might be a worst person that I ever think of.
If I'm not, why I am the one who always get throw by other peoples?
...

Last time before knowing Jesus Christ, I was a selfish girl. I know I'm.
I don't know how to spread out my love to everyone. I don't know LOVE.

I watched myself change into another person. I started knowing LOVE more after I broke up..
To my dear EX, I'm sorry for one thing I did to you, that was i never truly respect you and treat you as a man. Embracing you sometimes, that was my fault, I'm too ego.
But thanks to you, I realize it, i won't repeat the same to the next ;) ..

Every lost of relationship, I learned.

After break up, my eyes seems to be wider. I feel the warm of friends.
I started spread out the love to my friends & family.
I cared everyone in my life right now.
But the nightmare start, I lose my childhood best friend.
I don't know why She left me off. But within the half years, i asked, i get her reply finally.
And yet, i get back the relationship.
When she leaving out of my world, I getting know some new friends.
And I get her back, I feel i'm so blessed, I have a lot best friend now :)

But She go, He come; She came, He went.
How could the time so accurate? :)

You should know I'm tense for every friend that I have.
Although ya I've got angry on you! But, that's just temporary, we are friend back after that!
I have no idea why you suddenly did that to me??
It looks like a dream that you gave me for this pass few month.

I hope no matter what happen in the end,
at least, the words u said the things we did, was the real but not fake.

Applause to my friendship.

^_^v

＊＊好长好闷地！哈哈，所以略过吧，表看了，如果你睡不着或许可以看！可以帮助你早日入眠XDD＊＊

嘿嘿 ！  好久没更新啦 ！ 囧 似乎每次开头都是这么说　～　哈哈哈哈　
好啦，很想写好久了，很有感触！加上都年尾噜！想对２０１３评语～　
我在２０１３真的过得很不一样～　起伏很大呢！
现在就坐上时光机回顾吧XD

２０１３年
我忘了是怎么度过倒数那一天＝＝
一月份：　
我的生活里还是有他在。
第一次，做roadshow被人追求 ~ 普通都是搭讪嘛，这个倒是真的在追求
哈哈，很不可思议~ 我不会忘记你的，因为你是第一个让我知道你喜欢上我的笑容xD
那时就觉得原来自己的笑容好重要~哈哈哈
终于如愿以偿买了我人生第一架智能手机！好开心的说～

二月份：
过后也回家过年去啦！～　很开心能和一位朋友见面！哈哈　
度过了我们很废的一天！架那么远的车>< ... 辛苦你啦！
情人节前夕，我们分手了。
我很不解为什么上帝要我在新年分手还在情人节前夕~
感觉很崩溃，接近两年的感情，说长不长说短不短。
我知道早已准备这一天的到来~只是没想到会那么快~
两年了，尝试到了真正分手的感觉 ~　
就是那种睡醒就哭洗脸刷牙也哭洗澡也哭做家务也哭吃也哭睡也流泪　～
我们很甜蜜，我真的学会了如何去爱一个人，那是你会觉得一万个不原意可是为了他，
你愿意。
但是上帝很疼爱我，他让我度过了一整天哭的日子后接下来都给我笑了^^
哭得眼睛肿肿的隔天就被带去泰国玩了！哈哈　本来不要去的呢，最后被大家给拉去了～
突如其来的决定那就好吧！去玩玩！哈哈　
小时候说不喜欢泰国不想要去～结果长大了很喜欢泰国＝＝
所以凡事不要太过极端哦:P .. 不然后果就和我一样啦　哈哈
去了泰国，也冷静了很多，分手后的几天恢复了朋友关系，那也告一段落了吧
泰国游真的很赞哦！还想再去呢～
泰国回来后也开工啦~ 可是回到吉隆坡没有家可住TT
哈哈，暂住美容房呢！但也没关系吧，一切的东西，好的坏的我都一一接受
可是也有意想不到的事情发生哦 0.0  分手后似乎桃花不错，又被告白了=3
但这是没可能的=3= 哈哈
过后终于找到房间啦！也就是现在居住的=3
新年开工后遇到了人生第一次被人说不服我，对我有偏见敢敢挑战我的人！
哈哈哈 然后也遇到了说话真的直接到你想打他的人！= =
可是变成朋友了都 囧 
也踏入了忙碌的3月份~ 接下来的，

4月份：
我亲爱的来吉隆坡找我 ^.^v .. 说是来安慰我失恋窝~ 哈哈哈
虽然不是真的但是我宁愿当真~ 毕竟那时还没有很放得下~ 哈哈哈
两个人半夜三更的跑去CEO唱K 囧 隔天还jogoya ♥♥
然后也在这个月份里多了一个短暂的蓝颜知己 ~　悲哀啊，短暂的，哈哈哈＝＝
也是这个月份开始计划了香港之旅♥♥

５月份冲刺冲刺！！都在做工呢～　
KLCC INTERNATIONAL BEAUTY EXPO , 看见了牛尔老师，小楷老师哦～

６月份也是冲刺的月份～
这个月份里最印象深刻的莫过于工作的时候了～　
首次被两位姑娘瞄着说：看！是她耶！她很美咩？
姑娘，我没有说我很美！
有一天，吃完饭后，走着回去工作地点，
又有位姑娘：你几岁？
我：？？？
姑娘：你的facebook是Jodie Hia对吧？
我ＯＳ：你们也太神奇了吧？我面子书你也查得到！？
那里的姑娘是不是有点恐怖了　囧
再来也是在那里认识到了新朋友♥♥
俺很佩服的人～！哈哈哈哈 
过后就等着去热浪到噜！♥♥♥♥♥

７月份：
工作一结束后的晚上就与友人一起开车出发去热浪岛啦！
好兴奋哟～哈哈哈　
坐了好久的车终于到了！看着那蓝蓝的大海，我真的爱上了！♥♥♥♥♥♥
人生中第一次潜水呀！哈哈哈哈
有惊无险！好怀念那里呢♥♥
很快的３天２夜也就过了～　
又是回来开工了　囧　非常忙碌的一个月　

８月份：
我人生中最满意的蛋糕作品在此月份诞生哦！哈哈哈
准备了给我宝贝儿的生日惊喜！！可是计划没那么成功　＝（
没关系，还有明年，哇哈哈哈　XD

９月份：
惊喜连连的一个月份哦～　♥♥♥♥♥♥
慢慢开始说起吧　（（羞　
９月１日我亲爱的生日，准备了几个月想了几个月，终于到了♥♥
准备了个小惊喜，然后惊喜成功！哈哈哈哈　好开心！
在网上买了个礼物然后叫他们直接快递到他工作地点去！呵呵　
很棒吧～哈哈哈　完全出乎意料的哦！♥♥
过后呢也就要到俺的生日了～　２０岁的生日想不到是那么的倍受祝福
我很感恩感谢感激！♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
让我９月份充满了满满的爱♥♥♥♥♥
９月９日我回到了槟城！
应该是星期六吧，我宝贝突然和她男友来到我工作地点给我生日惊喜！
哈哈　很感动，以为她忘记了耶xppp
过后呢的星期二和我另一个宝贝儿一起度过了　
１７日，下午和林伯伯见面，结果宝贝儿就丢下了我直到晚上才来接我　囧
所以一整个下午都和林伯约会呗～　晚上终于来接我了　囧　
带我去到了NEWAY ~ １７岁生日庆祝的老地方　哈哈哈
然后两个人又不懂跑到哪儿去了　
我一个人坐在厢房里等，他们也终于回来了！
结果点了生日歌然后门一打开！！！
超级大惊喜的啦TT ....是亲爱的那着蛋糕
哈哈哈　我一生人觉得他帅，就那一次吧　哈哈哈
完全没想到，那么远那么远，新加坡和槟城的距离　
竟然来到了　囧　
那时我真的觉得自己很幸福♥♥♥♥♥♥　哈哈哈 
身边围绕着的都是自己最要好的朋友！
也在９月份感谢主！我学会了游泳呀！开心！！
过后星期四回到了吉隆坡～完全没想到，会在此时再次相逢！
和好久不见的那个他相逢了～　
２３日去香港啦！！感谢主呢！好开心！哈哈哈
虽然发生了很多事情但总结来说我是开心的！♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
 回马后直接生病了T.T ~~~

１０月份：
时间不等人，我期待已久的香港之旅就这么过去了～
进入了10月份得到了把吉他和手提电脑>///< ♥♥♥♥♥♥
 耶呼！开心~ ！
虽然几乎每个月都破财但是破财挡灾！开心就好！
人生嘛，钱财身外物~

11月份：
刚开始踏入的新月份！快得吓死人吧！这个月份的6号也是我在这公司工作了1年呢！
哈哈 好快好快！

2013年的我，过得很充实，但唯一遗憾的是，我胖了10公斤~
哈哈哈哈，我没开玩笑 囧
是10公斤啊！天在开我玩笑~
我这10公斤前10公斤后根本没很大的差距= =
我肥了，我黑了，但我觉得我美了！哈哈哈哈
我还是一样的自恋 （（羞

 我就喜欢潇洒的过潇洒的活~　
单身生活亦是如此，有了朋友家人的爱那才真的好幸福！♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
 然后身边的朋友家人是比我还要急着要男友麽　（（羞　
哈哈哈　一直问，不要问好么，我也很想有的只是那个缘分还没出现　囧

２０１３年我学会了好多东西，经历了好多东西，无论如何，一切要懂得感恩和开心就好！！

^_*

Oh God. How long have I never been updated my blog. I'm kinda lazy to do that.
I forgotten since When I had stop about record all my daily life.
MY smile my tears.
The days I with you until the days you leave Me. I never note it in my diary but I know I remember deep in my heart =) Everything came for so sudden~ It's about going to 3 months and thanks God I have a group of friends that supporting me! So I Could face it calm now...
My life still go on My days still here.
I'm happy with what I have now.
I been to lots places knew some new friends. My world getting wider.
I'll try hard to get what I want.

Although sometimes life might not smooth as you wish. But... What to do?
Have No choice. Only thing you can do are just continue it!

I'm an emotional girl. I admit that. But it doesn't mean that I'm EMO! =D
I just wish what it come next I Will try my best to do it. Appreciate Who worth to.

I just wish I'll not to get hurt anymore.

0308 :)

Woo...Its been a long time that I did'nt update for my blog><
My life were going well :D . .. There is Some unexpected thing happened !
Well, I accept it^-^
THAT Is my LIFE!
Finally, I bought myself a Samsung Note2! Haha~ Sincerely I'm proud of myself that able to bought a RM2k phone for own :$
I know thats nothing but I just happy with it xD
And, I haven't get my license ==
Gosh >< ... Worst thing right now@@
Because, I get surprised from my family that had Ordered a car for me +_+
Hana, that mean now I have my Own car AS well!! Yeepee!xp

Many of my friends does not know what am I doin right now and where am I?
Haha, well my job position now are under training of Sales Manager & Agent of Miracle Hair Expert :)
I normally based in Kuala Lumpur & Penang ^-^
Heard that I'll be have a chance outstation to Singapore in coming month as well. But, not sure yet.

I'm happy and enjoy what I had on my carrier right now :D
For my age now, CHANCES are more important♥
I feel myself growing Matured and stable. Thanks God blessings! Hallelujah!

But, I'm still lack of Some confidence.
><~ That's bad. I'll over it soon! Very soon. My body shape /,\ My education... My car license =_=
Haha that is a lot thing I need to be done.

My Love... I just hope its going smooth and well~ But, It too Much challenges for Us. Anyone Can have some teaching? .. I feel pressure on it. How to let it be always if you Know the problem are there? Its 2 years already... That would be so fast >_<
Have no idea on it.
He bought me a cute cup =)

Let's you guys see my recent booth decoration xD

Angpao many many~ Its just a small booth.

At Penang hostel night! Out to eat with my lovely team! Teh ice many many ×D
Satey yummy^^

Went out with him that day at One Utama♥

Chinese New Year is around the corner! Have you buy your thing? =D
I bought quite many clothes ==
Haha. Like don't need use money.-.
Perhaps now! Yea...T-T
Waiting my angpao...XD
I haven't bought new shoes ×_×

Alright! Gonna end up here♥
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Tadaa♥

DECEMBER

 oh yea! finally update my blog teeheee ♥♥
this few days I went through some difficult part ~
the relationship most ~
then my carrier my life all the thing ~

If you didn't feel happy , your face will be change to ugly.

I'm totally agree with this :) ! ♥
Heaven true man! cause nowadays I'm looking ugly T^T

Why you don't give a chance to make it look perfect ?

Seriously i really don't need a partner who are just arguing with me..
who are just not really care about me..
who are just think of himself..
what you let me feel now IS LIKE THIS >>
 the mouth just know to say LOVE but heart & action didn't..
why?
I get my heart broken ~

Love is just a miserable ~

Whole week, its whole week i try to control all the thing :)))
TRY. But you don't know about it :D

I don't know why, she is like that. Just a very simple thing, she can depress herself like that. Yea, illness people are like that and i should understanding isn't? GG.ORG << friend teaching loll

If you just suffer yourself only then fine I have nothing to say.
But once you suffer, your surrounding people will also get suffer, JUST a simply theory, as an elder, how come you don't know about it?
And still act like a child, want then want, OMG..
don't look like an elder at all :) More like at my age !~
I don't mean to say so, just, i really don't have place to say out.

Once i enter the society, I just realize, my family are perfect loving♥♥
I love them♥♥♥♥

If i don't have you, i really can't feel by myself what is gonna feel like :D
Like a drama~ childish thing ever~

I act don't know anything, i just done my job, you like this i do this for you,
i try my best to let you feel good, but, what you give to me? BLACK FACE + DISLIKE :D (y)

I think I'm stupid one. This is sometime feel difficult.
I'm envy those happy family with happy family. And i know, not that easy to have it.

Well, as my dad & mummy said, I'm just 19♥ still have long way to go♥
Make a friend just make a friend ♥ :) . Yea, so right now, I'm single but not available?  Oh great, not not available, still can chase me XDDD lolll!! xp

My job.. Now training as a agent, roadshow agent, Name card >> Jodie Hia, Marketing Manager. LOL

But recently, all thing not going well sigh**
my sales, GG.COM.MY !! drop like hell~ haixxx
everyday I remind myself got to pray,
but the heart different, i don't know why T-T how come !!!???
haixxxx
OH MY DEAR GOD.. I want closer to you ♥

This tuesday, I meet nobody pun!! hahah~ Eric Pun:)

we going to CEO singk !♥♥ , seriously, once met him, i felt happy! haha
feel relax all~ this is why, I need friend uh ♥ :)

 i love this shoot:) But dark xD  ♥

 Haha! Have dunno what else post to captured xd lol

He looks like my brother !! lol so alike kid hahaha (y) In fact, he really small than me xD lolll

Okay, smile and he is what? 眼睛抽筋xDD lol
And this all, captured by his Iphone5 ♥ xD Apps: 360Camera

At pavilion :) .. Nice decoration over there !!!♥♥

Christmas soon!♥♥ hohoho~

Everyday work, everyday repeat the same thing, and i still don't have idea which course i should get myself to study :(

I plan middle of the next year, I should register and ready for studying something! :) ...
I don't want just stop at SPM = =+ ..ewww

What about stewardess? :O haha! i don't know about it.
I get the email~ 3,4,5th December, Marindo Airways got interview again~
But i can't get to there.. KLIA , no one be fetching me, and i don't have even a suitable clothes or what xD Haha !

Planning next month going to langkawi with my darling Kelly♥♥
But cost sure high isn't :( AHHH~~

My phone screen spoil last night T_______T
so sad !!! my god TT ..
I want to buy samsung note2.. RM2K nehxxx~~ GG
I got to save all the money ~ fortunately, I work at Tesco now, still got the food just RM1 / RM1.99 = = lolx.everyday just eating this.. gg

then next week at Summit USJ again!~ I must be doing well ! :) .
Nowadays i getting down i know it...TT

No one giving encourage maybe and still hurt me~~
well, I'm not let you hurt me again !! will try :( ..

everyone is heard about , 2012-12-21?! haha~
i don't know if the day come and I'm alone in KL with nothing prepared ~
and my "b-f" , of coz won't invite me to his house.
what for? :O i don't know what for ~

if next week, i can get RM700 just for commission, it will be great thing ! >.< !!
xD ~ ♥♥ then a week again RM700 again then a week again RM700, whoa..RM2100... oh yea !! i can get my samsung note2 already >.< How good it is ♥.♥ will it be possible? then still having one week, 4days, RM500 perhaps?xD (y) great man♥ .. i must be add oil!!!!!! lolx~

Okay, learn to be!! make it become real !!! ♥♥♥

Alright, today post until here xD sharing nothing just keep say out my feel my words..haha! i need someplace to say it out :O XD ..

Its 1st of december today! GOD BLESS EVERYONE! AMEN♥♥♥

Funny Days

Woohoo !! Today are my off day as well as everybody's public off day :)
But i am just going to face my comp and in the room whole day v_v
What to do, friends don't have time, someone busying with his work, so :( ..
Last Thursday, I went to Tesco Mutiara Damansara(TMD) there for my roadshow event :)
Following days will be at >> Summit USJ , Meet me there ♥ !
Following week will be at >> Kepong Carrefour ! ^___^

When work at TMD, Oh GOD, gonna be kidding with me v~v
I met a lot of people that I know.. Gosh >.< ~~
I met Mr.D.I.Y 's boss =-= .. this boss when i worked at Tesco BM,
I saw him :) .. then NOW.. !!! saw him again =3= lollll
I saw my last time colleague, and !!! omg..
I saw Sir.. my last time center principal.. OMG -.-v
Then i met my friend Louis !! Hahaha, I just know, the world are just so small:)
Who am i going to meet with !?~ :O

It was fun working with Silvia, :) She is just very nice and hard working,
Love her attitude ! :) .. Positive mind set ♥

Over there, Have also Oral Roadshow event, the guys are damn funny :)
Well, the 4days roadshow are just over like that, everyday i am just thinking of, WHAT TO EAT JODIE HIA ? :O .. lol
But sadly, i didn't take photo >.< ~ .. My phone camera are not good =(
sigh***

Yesterday, I went to Melaka !!^^v
woooo.... Night time, my dinner, super nice :D
Hahah XD it was located at Alai, Melaka :)
A malay kampung village i think ~ fuyoh, people many as "human hill human sea"
LOL!!! XD

Their meal are eat with Nasi Lemak :)) .. nice !!
But also you can request for white rice :DD 

Their sauce, special sauce, eat with Ikan bakar >> Grill Fish , or the Nasi Lemak all are just very nice with the match !! ♥♥♥

OMG!! Otak-otak >v<  I'm otak-otak lover ♥♥ hahaha
the otak-otak are just so fresh and delicious !! niceeee !! ♥♥

This one.. hmmnn. i dunno what is it to call, lol, >w<
but its really very nice man !!! recommended :) ♥♥♥
We do order the famous Grill fish & "sotong" eheee :DDD
Find one days, must bring my family go taste on it with Him too !! ♥♥♥
 
It does taste nice and unique ;) .. And i heard that, if got any festival, normally are full with people >v< ~ so , I suggest just go on normal days XD at least still will have 1-3 empty table for you :P XD

So, I am now currently under training as A agent.
Roadshow/event agent.. God bless me i can do it please >v< ~~
And i also need to adjust my time for my lovely >> Virgo's Secret
I don't want just give up my online business :)
I love it !!! Just i need time to finding my stock, i need time to planning what to do for my online shop, i need time to thinking what great offer can i give to, i need time to designing good flyer good picture good banner, i need time to survey which market are good, awww ♥♥ How lovely it is =3= haha
all done by myself, that's why, i am just so slow on it -.- ..

Please, if you are drop by here today ♥ just give a LIKE to my page Virgo's Secret .. thanks so much !! ♥

I want to explode my mind :$ !! ... I got to be tough >.< !!
Being an agent not easy :) I means, SUCCESSFUL AGENT. >v< ..
Pray HARD !! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
I need people to support to promote too >.< ..

 I believe with God, all the thing will be blessed :)))
AMEN ! ♥♥

I want to go out ah :(
Thought of today can out with my dear :(
sadly can't ~~ Got work with him ~~ :\
Good also, cause i haven't get my salary also :'( LOLLL
Bankrupt in other words -.- lol ~

Alright, just a normal post today XD teehee ♥
Stay tuned !!! ♥♥
Bye Bye & HAPPY DEEPAWALI !!!! 

07-11-2012

 AHA ! XD I had cut my front hair and bottom hair too >.<
Short and become ... less :( .. sad ~ so.. have bad hair style right now :'(
sadddd :OOO

This few days i felt my happiness again ♥
After have the cold war .. the big war .. and then finally meet ♥
all the things just gone between us♥v♥ ..
Someone came to PG find me ♥ :$
I'm happy :* .. Although maybe happen some unhappy thing BUT
it still won't stop our relationship♥♥ ..
I saw your love while driving on PG XD ♥
hahahaha finally :P XDD ..
I not really know the road on Penang.. :\ .. so..
I am just guess and remember those road by impression :S
and you never scold or blame on me for that road :$ ♥
so hard to see it XD keep it on ya :P XD ..
Tgt went to beach♥ all the place ♥ all the times♥
 Just wish to stick with you =) ,, ♥
Next time come again and will be different ! XD ♥
Go more places♥♥♥ ,,

Yesterday I reached KL......with an emo heart :\
LOL .. i miss my daddy & mummy TvT ... I miss someone too :\
 Start my new life again.. !! Fighting !! >.<
I hope I can =] ..
Tmr start training on roadshow.. :S ahrhhhhhhh >.<
Gambateh for myself :* ♥♥ !!! I must be tough !! to fulfill my dreams♥
My dreams.. Own a car soon :$ then house♥♥♥ then become BOSS !!
ahaha XDD loll xpp ~~
then no need bother about the what air stewardess !!!
so if i can be >.< .. if not.. still need to think about that cabin crew :S 
Thinking again what to study .__. .. for my bright future :) ♥

Recently .. In love with a song ♥♥♥
Drenched .. sing by Wanting ♥
Woooo..Nice song.. when listen to it.. feel wanna cry :'( ..
dunno why >< ~ ~  ~ ♥

Alright !! I really need to do research ~ and I need peoples !!!!
for my future online business =) ..
I believe I can do it !!! GAMBATEH !

Now.. the hostel that i stay.. I really want to cry ytd9 ==
lol ~~ sigh :S ..
too much scary for this house >.< ~~ it look old ... and its dirty & smelly T-T
Last time, my college hostel also very very dirty & have smell ~~
but at least .. It got something and its new and its can clean up >.< this time..
walao >3< ~ i really can't habit on it :( lol

Alright.. just a mood passage XD
I am so sleepy :S
Stay tuned !! ♥
Miss You Badly♥