如风而来，随风而去。

有些时候，你不得不把一些人事物当游戏来看待让自己好过些。一切太认真只会让自己伤痕累累。
昨天的陌生人，今天的朋友，明天的陌生人。
这，让你想起了谁？我不相信，只有我遭遇这种问题。
大家都是从陌生人成为了朋友然后不知不觉又陌生回去。
有些时候，会很荒唐荒谬，你根本不懂得发生了甚么事，就此失去联络。刚开始遇到的时候，我会很想知道答案。可是后来，太多了，习惯了，我没理不是我不在乎，而是值得我在乎的人不会那样考验我。随风而来，如风而去。

千言万语

以前15/16岁的我到底是怎样办到？几乎每一天都会更新部落格！那时非常火红的无名小站，可惜关了呢~所有的日记就这样没了((哭
今天又写了，其实想写很久了只是似乎抽不出那闲暇的时间来好好的写~ 现在接近凌晨3点，哈哈！
我最近又经历了好多好多事情，虽然没以前那么精彩~ 但是却让我好累。就是那种万事都提不起劲！
我啊，感觉有时候自己像个男生，事业心很重，很重要，有时候就搞得自己很累，很沉重。
想象着自己的未来，就缺乏信心了。整个信心没有了，严重的病=3=
自哀就来了，觉得自己没有用了。((笑)) 没想到吧，Jodie Hia会如此。是啊，我没你们想象中那么强啊~ 每个时刻都要撑起来，我就是要争取我所要的，或许这就是我的性格吧。小时候，就学习着做生意了，最有兴趣就是生意。点子一大堆，想这个想那个。慢慢长大了，真正该走的路又是如何？老实说，我的志愿表里填写过律师，作者，导演这3个职位！哈哈，可是现在却也没碰着一个。我有个弱点，太不敢冒险了，总是要想得周到，避免可避免的，人家不是总说要成功就要敢冒险吗？想当律师时过后又怕给人家追杀，后来才发现，不然，可惜已经太迟了 囧
作者嘛？我已经好久都没有写作的灵感了，灵感跑去哪儿了？我也不懂 囧 导演？哈哈！太天真了，是条辛苦的路，一样需要灵感，所以还是没选择了。后来，遇到了空姐。空姐似乎不难耶，又保险，又赚钱还可以免费旅行！这可赞啊！((笑 
到底什么想法？我真的不了解自己。我从来都没想过空姐这职位，有天遇见了它，让我人生从此有了改变。方向就是它，那时也想自己，一个大笨象想当天鹅？这根本自取其辱，可是我这个大笨象还是去了天鹅湖寻找。18岁毕业了，大家都在选要续读哪一科？哪一间学院？我却坚决说不！可是有原因的啊~哈哈！

• 不知道该读什么好？我好像有好多科想读啊＝＝　Ｂｕｓｉｎｅｓｓ　ａｎｄ　Ｍａｎａｇｅｍｅｎｔ，　Ｍａｒｋｅｔｉｎｇ，Ｍａｓｓ　Ｃｏｍｍ，　Ｍｕｌｔｉｍｅｄｉａ　Ｄｅｓｉｇｎ，Ｌａｎｇｕａｇｅｓ　Ｃｏｕｒｓｅｓ，ａｎｄ　ｍａｎｙ　ｍｏｒｅ

• 经济状况也没那么好，成绩也没有好到哪里去。就很普遍。

所以就不读了，进了社会大学！哈哈！想说一边做工一边读书来得实际吧。就是这样的一个想法，我现在只是个高中学历。１８岁的半年后，７月我进入了天鹅湖的世界里，就读空姐课程。就在这里开始成长了。短短３个月的课程，学习了好多好多，不仅仅是整个课程而是人生。你看见了所谓的背后捅你一刀，莫名其妙被冤枉，被针对，男男女女的关系，社会与金钱。３个月的课程，我是半工半读的，在一间ＳＰＡ里面做工。很开心！也学习了好多！感谢总监给的机会！一辈子铭记！１８岁的那一年短短３个月我迅速成长啊！哈哈！　坚持与坚强就在那里一点一滴的累积了起来。那时的生活算是挺得意的，事业学业爱情都有～每天都很充实很忙的渡过。哈哈！可是一切没想像中的完美，我的高傲毁了，让今天的我慢了。天生就有高傲的性格（也不懂在骄傲些什么＝＝搞不懂，聪明又没比人家聪明，美貌又没人美，才艺才华一样都没有，你说我是不是太看得起自己了？哈哈哈！所以年轻人，要学会谦虚。因为高傲会害了你！我就是其中一个例子）那时，学习能力不错，结果在班上成绩算是不错的，优越的。给友人前一句后一句就沾沾自喜，开始野心大了。 应征了一家航空公司，可是薪水却是惨不忍睹的。最后拒绝了。为什么拒绝呢？因为那时候的我，银行是空的，资金不足，去到哪里，租金生活费都要自己付，哪里找来的钱ＴＴ．．．第二点就是自己的高傲，感觉自己还可以寻找到更加棒的航空公司，结果就这样３年过去了，我即将满２１岁了，空姐依然悬挂空中，遥不可及。过后也都毕业了，当时的好姐妹每一个都当空姐去了，唯有我还在这里。哈哈！后来我的人生不同的旅途也开始了～　毕业后，就去找了份工作，ＦＩＴＮＥＳＳ　ＣＯＮＳＵＬＴＡＮＴ，在这里开始学会了讲话技巧，销售技巧和健身运动这方面的知识咯～　也不长久，因为种种原因。后来如果印象中没记错的话，就到了美容界。遇见了一位美容老板，给了我机会去学习～挺看得起我的，感恩，让我去学习所有的美容知识包括了如何洗脸按摩等，他想栽培我成为他销售部门的代理。很奇怪，那时候开始，应征什么都好，都被安排去销售部门＝＝无奈。那好吧，我就接下来了。想让自己有不同的经验，结果！不到一个星期我顶不顺了，哈哈！辞职了。原来我不适合待在美容院里的＝Ｐ　直到如今还是有顾客以为我是美容师～～哈哈！ＦＡＣＥ　ＰＲＯＢＬＥＭ．．．：Ｐ　
过后又想说尝试办公室里工作的滋味，就去应征了。成功被录取在一家印刷公司。也是毕生难忘的一个工作经验！ 在那里上班，完全零压力呢ｌｏｌ　
比起你做ＳＡＬＥＳ的～～哈哈！每天就一样的把每一个文件排好，重复着一样的东西。真的很闷，我发现不行，我本身都那么文静那么孤僻那么闷骚了，还做这份工那还得了吗？！哈哈！后来机缘巧合下也辞职了。每份都累积几个月的经验，却让我学习了好多！真的好多！感谢主！后来就回到了槟城又一个机会让我去到了新加坡～在那里开始了我两个月的生活。在那里应征工作，打工，生活都有。后来发生了些事情，也没有那个机会所以又回槟城了。当时只不过是１９岁～刚过生日！哈哈！１０月份回到了槟城，钱也没有，于是找了ｐａｒｔ　ｔｉｍｅ　ｊｏｂ来赚点外快～就找到了现在这份工作！那时候要不是实在比不得以，我也不会选择这个来当ｐａｒｔｔｉｍｅ～　因为说过了那么一句话，以后都不做ｐｒｏｍｏｔｅｒ了！黑名单！哪知道又因为需要钱所以重出江湖吧！哈哈哈！给他们当了ｐａｒｔ　ｔｉｍｅ．．当时属于无业游民。怎知道，第一天上班就表现了不错的成绩。哈哈！还蛮得意的～目前为止，还没遇见一个第一天上班就交出不错的成绩的ｐｒｏｍｏｔｅｒ　ｅｈ．．．ＸＤ　
就被邀请加入全职～那时候只用了一个礼拜时间考虑，就这样答应了！想说应该是完全不同的体验，又可以当领导～一定可以学习到不少！也可以乘机把我的性格给转换下！就这样开始了我的人生～一做就两年了。这两年是有多少的悲欢离愁．都告诉自己每一个都是考验，磨练自己～这样都过不了了要怎样成大事呢？就这样的开解自己整整两年，频率是几乎每个月一次。
事业刚起步不久的时候，一个打击下来，我失恋了！哈哈哈！可是要不是失恋，我到今天，我应该还学不会什么是爱。我失恋了，我看见了朋友的关怀朋友的爱，许久没联络的也来关心，我真的很感动很谢谢你们！我也学会了如何爱自己爱家人爱朋友！也不止是谈恋爱而已～哈哈！后来认识了好多新朋友～每一天的生活都很精彩，拍成戏剧应该会不错！哈哈！详情就不说了，有些也忘记了，总而言之，精彩就是了：Ｐ　ＸＤ．．．感谢主，２０１３一点也不乏味。２０岁开始学习当领导，自己买了第一架只能手机，凭着自己打工赚来的去了泰国，热浪岛后来计划的香港之旅。对我来说很足够了，真的～可是不如意的也是会发生的，尤其是工作～都让我觉得很崩溃～起起落落很可怕～可是学习了好多！好多人一直劝我别继续做了，走吧走吧~还可以有更好的，别当笨蛋了。工作上学到的很多，人方面一样领悟了很多。这社会是怎么样的？说也说不完~20岁年尾开始有负担~养了一辆车~21岁年头拥有了人生第一间家~哈哈！其实真的完全都出乎意料~ 刚从PERTH旅行回来~感受了前所未有的体验~很棒！有机会写写那些行程和故事！哈哈！可是现在似乎感觉已到尽头，我要展开新人生新故事新生活了~不停祷告祈求主耶稣能够听见，让我回到18岁时的梦。我真心希望自己可以达成。谦虚，社会或者圣经里都教着人类要学会谦虚。所以我也一直学习着~我希望可以换个环境~让我学习更多~回到我最原本的梦想，生意。哈哈！千言万语都不懂如何说起，就像一匹布那么长，三天三夜都说不完。还有9天就告诉自己正式在这个世界上活了21年。人生才要又开始呢！主啊，祝福我吧！
很困了，哈哈！先这样咯！晚安。

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Yo! I'm coming back to this lonely blog again ✌😳😝
Haha. Alright, I have no idea What's gonna write the next but now I'm on my way back to Penang! Hooray 👏👏

I'm excited back there because I need rest I need some place let my heart my body my soul rest, I can't go for vacation, the best place, my home 🏡
Home sweet home 😊..

I'm tiring for sometimes in my life and I'm sure every people will do. I need to stay positive all the way 💪 .. I trained myself in to be positive person, Thanks God leading 🙏 .. Cause I also have my work my staff, I can't let them be negative, the only way makes myself positive, so they will follow. But, I'm born in a emotional people haha I'm easy getting down too. And my close friend will think I'm negative person 😝
Of course they will, hahaha! Some blames will just threw out and I'll feel better.
And my mommy, was always my good friend. Hahahh. Everything I'll told her 😝

Once come to here, May 2014, I feel the time flies, I don't know how my day pass on until here. That's freaking fast!😰😱...
Again, the problem, I have no the right way for myself. Why???? I have this kind problem always. It follow me for lots years zzz I hate u 😠
I want to chase my dream, I....
I feel like, if now I don't? Slowly I'll lack of brave, and start to give excuse to my burden, I don't want my life be wasted like this. 😢😢😢

I love to met lots people, through them, I got a lot experience with their precious sharing 😊
It's my pleasure.

Lastly, Thanks God for providing and leading me all the days. I'm appreciate and thankful. 😘😘😘 ...

Penang Cafe : The Alley

Well, I just visited THE ALLEY, PENANG recently with my friends.

It's a quite small cafe actually :P 

I wonder if there is a lot people come on visit, definitely don't have enough space to fill in ! LOL

I try out their CHURROS which recommended by my bestie, 

OMG! It was really nice ans special =DD 

It have a little bit similar taste with ... " YAUZHAGUAI" haha!! 

This is their CHURROS! They come with two size to choose,

you can whether choose 4 sticks or 6 :)

6sticks will be RM9.90 *if i'm not mistaken xD*
Whole things for all of this cost about RM30++

It's quite expensive actually x.x ~ 

When I ordered their Capuccino... I was get shocked actually :X 

A very small cup .. The cup was same cup with those chinese morning kopitiam >.< 

small cup but high charges. 

They also do some clothes selling in the shop :D 

Well, their CHURROS it's yummy!! 

Must try it out if you haven't :D 

And you can have some "PICHA SESSION" over there too *blush* 

Wanted for more information may go to their facebook ! 

Have more pictures over there ~~ xoxo

A very simple review about it too :P haha

A little sharing over. Yet i know there is a lot lot sharing among all the bloggers =D .. 

*Apologize for my broken English, I'll try my best to makes an improvement on it *blush* *

A little information about THE ALLEY PENANG:

Website: https://www.facebook.com/thealleypenang
Instagram: THEALLEYPENANG
Address: 5, Stewart Lane, 10200 Georgetown Malaysia

Tel: 04-2613879

Penang Cafe : Gala House

Went to this place on 6th February. A month ago. Was let me have a deep impression on it!

When I visit there, it was have an event maybe, not so sure, but it's about couple who wear SUPERMAN T-SHIRT will get something FREE from them =D 

That was too bad, when reached just know :P .. 

Their service are friendly, funny, lovely! I love their service =D 

We came here just for a light high tea, so we ordered a cup of cappucino, a cup of Jasmine tea and a cabonara ! 

Well, most satisfied thing are their spaghetti! Yummyyyyyyyyy *drools*

Believe me, if you visit Gala House at Penang, you may try out their spaghetti ! It's not expensive too :) 

Acceptable range* Hehe

But, suggest not to order TEA ... You will feel not worth for it *blinks*

Because, I'm one of them... LOLLLL 

Here goes with why I said so D: .. 

It just actually... put a tea bag in a small cup of water, and that's it!

Your Jasmine tea are done.... *hmmpp* 

So, it's not worth! You can did it at your own house too, =P 

Order their coffee maybe ! :D  

That's too bad I don't have much picture on it to share :( 

But if you want to, you can always ask my teacher *blush*
GOOGLE <- 

XD .. 

No worries, they have their own website ^-^ So you can log on easily to view more about it!

And the environment, of course it's not bad ! I would rate about ✯✯✯ . 

It's  a small but nice cafe in Penang! I would definitely pay a visit again! 

A very simple review about GALA HOUSE due to I didn't think of want to share about it,

but GALA HOUSE make me miss it, so I'm gonna to share it out :P 

*Apologize of my broken English here. I'll try my best to makes an improvement :o *

Tada!

A little information about GALA HOUSE:
Website: http://galahouse.com.my/

Address: 102, Lebuh Muntri, 10200 Georgetown, Penang, Malaysia.
Opening Hours: Mon-Sun 12PM-12AM
Tel:  +604 2613118

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It's Friday! First time using note3 to updated blog. Hehe!

Always feel like have plenty of things to share with but when I'm here, I'm lack of mind. Haha

Maybe because It's have so much thing and I don't know where to start with xD

I missed my travel time already 😓😭😂
This year would be a hard year for me 😏
Because, I got to pay for the house 😨
OH MY GOD. haha! I'm happy too 😁
Cause I have my first  house in my 20years old time!
This means, no matter where I go, I still got a house in somewhere else 👏
I got a car too in my 19years old time.. LOL
有车有房原来是多么限制的生活😓😭😢😫
But never mind! This make me have more motivation to makes more money! 😁✌
Thanks God providing:)))) Love U God!

But yet... come to a. stage ..my carrier..
So miserable.. 😲😖😭...
I don't know where to go.. I'm 21 this year and I still stuck in a conditions where I don't know where am I suppose to go. How failure I am.
I'm dreaming of becoming a flight attendant still 😳😁😍
Or else I don't know how I will end up my life..

I still want to study 😔.. But don't know what course I have to take with.. I just want to enhance myself.  Any suggestion? Please let me knowwww
A brilliant thanks for it 😘😘

Well, I'm appreciated what I have right now. Been hard or easy stage,
It's still my life. I hope God with me all the times 😃

Ended here. Have a good days and God bless 😚😘❤💜

^_~

OH HOHO ~
You know what !? I'm just end my CNY holiday.
OMG. Its CNY holiday, how come be so fast !!!
Its another New Year again.. I more and more high temper nowadays.
More and more imbalance. Totally abnormal! :(

A lot things happen ..
I always mentioned before, what would happen for me on December 2013 !? ~
Hell ya, its happen !!!
I lost my phone, 04/12/2013 .. I lost it.
But with this losing, I'm appreciate what i had met.
Thanks for your generous, lend me your phone to use.

January, CNY time.
February, I'm enjoying right now.
I hope, i really hope, don't please don't like 2013 anymore.

I'm regret what I did on October too.
I'm curious to know about How are you recently..?

Unexpected condition happened on my life recently.
This is just so hard to face it.

Oh Well, i got my temper back ! -3-
I gotta to control it, i feel its already out of control when I talked about my work.
I'm totally out of control. How could it be ?
Anyone tell me about it ?~
I just looks like people who are abnormal. ...

Just finished my trip on Johor & Singapore.
Garden by the Bay, was really nice ! Love it ! (y)

this new year i passed with TIRED is what i can see.
And also of course, HAPPY.

I'm 21years old.
OMG. Can't believe that >.<
Sounds old and elder already !!!
no more xiao mei mei >< ~~
LMAO

Time was just so fast , fast to catch up our time. XP
Everyone is kinda concern about my relationship,
oh well, I'll announce once I have a one who I love & He love me unlimited too!XD
So, don't guessing around xp

Wanted to write more, but its all secret XP
Sleepy zz going to sleep ! GOOD NIGHT PEEPS !